Rindu

Attension my post ni agak emotional skit....


It is so difficult to be here. I miss my family and husband.Lagi -lagi tengah mengandung macam ni.I try not to cry.Tapi, today i feel sad and missing them.Saya pohon pada ALLAH minta agar saya diperkuatkan di sini, minta semua urusan dipermudahkan.


Ohh i really wish to move from miri to selangor.Don-t want to be here anymore...

By candid syndrome..taken masa kenduri bulan 6 hari tuh.rinduunyee

relaxxxxxxxxxxx

i went back to school last monday after 3 days off.Dr advice me to take full of rest because it is still bleeding.I am scared and stressed.I know that i must calm down coz that it will affect my babies.

this monday, i still bleeding. I asked my friends' advice, kak Zima.She told me to go to Miri Clinic to see Dr Lee,a gynecologist.I should consider her advice.Being alone here without my husband and my family, a friend advice is very useful.I called my mom, and she told me to go there.

i THANK Allah for giving me good friends here.Eny and Yani accompany me to go there.Dr Lee is a nice person.He scanned my babies. In fact, he scan and told me that my babies has a heartbeat.So canggih the alat maaaaaaa.

fINALLY, I got an injection and he gave me a hormon pill.And of course another 2 days to relax.Relax and i really need to avoid myself thinking all the bad things.

My mom told me to read lots of books. "dONT watch to much tv kak, its not good".Mungkin sebab apa yang ibu buat akan pengaruhi sikap anak nanti.So, i lend books from the library.In fact, im looking forward to get another books at MPH.Tapi sedihnya kat Miri tak de MPH, which it is the bookstore yang saya paling suke.Maybe i should buy online or perhaps i should wait until 21 august.(21 AUGUSt dah start cuti sekolah, so saya leh pergi ke mph,mid valley with my husband)

Books on my list:
1.Before Your Pregnancy: A 90-Day Guide for Couples on How to Prepare for a Healthy Conception
Author:Ogle, Amy; Mazzullo, Lisa

2.What to expect when you are expecting
Author:Heidi Murkoff

3.Detik kelahiran si permata hati
Author:Mazneera Zainal

4.Menjadi ibubapa genius petua luqman al hakim
Author:Sharif Hade Masyah

5.Menyusu si permata hati
Author:Intan nazrahayu nasir

PENdarahan

Semalam pukul 1 pagi, ada pendarahan berlaku.Pagi tadi, sebelum ke sekolah ada lagi pendarahan...Saya terus ke Hospital Miri..Mujurla ada kawan-kawan yang dapat hantar.Memangla kalau diikutkan, sedih juga.Kalau suami ada mesti suami yang hantar.Ish apa la saya ni berkalau-kalau, kan tak baik..

Pendarahan yang berlaku tak banyak sangat.Bertompoll-tompok.But i am still worried.Alhamdulillah, setelah di scan, everything is ok.Dr advised to get full of rest.Dapatla cuti 3 days.In fact, dr told me another good story about my baby.Nanti la saya cerita.It is too early.

This friday, saya kena jumpa pakar untuk check lagi kandungan saya.
Sampai sini dulula ye..

a mother to be

i know it is too early..but i am so excited...

kadang-kala saya rasa kelakar jugak.album kahwin saya tak siap pun lagi dah mengandung..hehehe namapun rezekikan.alhamdulillah...